Mad as Hell

Cant you see your ignorance brings pain
Over and over and over again?

Tell me, what do you get 

From being an insufferable fucking twit?
I’d smack hard upon your face

If I thought for a second it would make you change
But your ingnorance is so deeply ingrained

It’s not astounding to see you have no shame

Benefiting from bodies lain

Casually in unmarked graves
Where will you be in a hundred years

When all that remains of us are your tears

Trickling down your pale white face

As buildings burn and what’s left of your race
Are sitting on the searing coals

With nothing to eat and only each other to hold?

Salome

They called her hair windswept when it blew across her face.  Her mother always said it reminded her of a wise woman, walking along a shore.  Her baby, bound for greatness.  Her mother always told her she could do anything, be anything, sky’s the limit. I guess Salome took her seriously.  You could often find her walking along ledges, arms spread wide.  Everyone had thought it was to steady herself, but now it seems maybe she was doing something else. Practicing, testing her limits.

It was a neighbor who spotted her first, slowly making her way up the top of the cliff.  He saw it from the edge of the village where they lived.

Ital was sitting on his rooftop, warm clay beneath his hands and feet as he leaned against the edge, pulling on a hand rolled cigarette.  He watched Salome’s slow progress up till she reached the cliff’s zenith.  He thought to call for someone, her mother perhaps… but when Ital heard the voices below, he realized that he needn’t bother.  Already the villagers had begun to gather.  Some shouted and pointed excitedly, while others murmured prayers and judgements.

The girl’s mother was among them.  She didn’t seem as bothered as he would have expected.  Though she did have a calm sort of concern about her, steady like a river. When her eyes found and fixed on her daughter, they remained there, unmoving.

Salome took a deep breath.  Then she took another, and another.  Closing her eyes, she began to center herself.  She knew everyone in Thachsit thought she was bent, directly out of her mind.  Even across the distance she felt them waiting, judging, felt their eyes on her… so, she sat.

The sun rose in the sky, it burned hot and persistent against her dark skin and she welcomed it.  Salome had always found that the sun opened her up, connected her to the world around her. She thought of the sun as one of her lovers, it provided for her a spiritual, sensual experience.

A breeze picked up on the cliff, carrying the smell of dust and dried grass and wildflowers up from the valley below.  Salome inhaled deeply, savoring each breath, letting go.

The sun had set. Salome noticed only after she opened her eyes and found stars glittering over Thachsit.  Some of the villagers who gathered earlier had since set up tiny makeshift camps.  A handful of blazing fires raged haphazardly in the mouth of the valley.  She imagined they were cooking food on them, making love by them, drinking wine off one another, dancing and laughing.  She felt the threat of jealousy tug at her chest.

Salome could hear the drums. Could feel their beat thrum through her body.  She wondered distantly when the music began, it trembled the earth beneath her, Gaia’s heartbeat.  Lightning bugs danced around her and crickets added their notes to the drummers’ song.

When Salome stood up again, the moon was glittering over the valley, making playful shadows among the rocks and creatures below.  Things scuttled and scurried making patterns in the dirt.  She could still smell it on the air, sweet and clean, like after a heavy rain.  The dirt felt cool beneath her feet, it grounded her.  Salome took one step, then another, until she was at the very edge of the cliff. Then, she leapt.